Do You Really Care?

I've lost you , and I know it was my fault.

That I got fired up for the things you do when I look back

When in reality, that's the person you are and I can't change it

And that's the person I called my best friend

And now, it's all gone.. I thought I forgot about you

But, time to time.. I remember you but it hurts me that you don't seem to care

When I'm here, thinking it's all forgotten

When in reality, I don't think I forgot anything.

I feel God telling me, "Go, forgive and forget "

And although I want to, I just don't know how.

Time to time, there are thing happenning and complains about you

But instead of defending, I add on to it.

Because, it really just isn't fair.

I'm not sure what to do, God.. please help me.

-krystin, the lost friend.